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Saturday, November 26, 2005

2:08PM

--Well, I believe this is where my journal ends--

Wednesday, November 9, 2005

2:45PM

I am gonna take a pic of my boyfriends war wounds.
Money troubles will be the death of me. Between going to school and being kicked out....Yikes? Cha

Current mood: Better?

Sunday, November 6, 2005

4:31PM

My nerves are shot.

Current mood: Upsets

Friday, November 4, 2005

2:02PM

Dumb finger is okay.

Current mood: crazy

Thursday, October 27, 2005

12:40PM

You know your boyfriend loves you when he'll go buy you tampons...
I got this "Recognition Guide for Warships" book. I shall enJoy?
Halloween will decide if I have to go under the knife.
I want to see Saw II!! :/

Current mood: Pooie/Hopeful

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

12:37PM - Tard indeed.

I never got that Tootsie.

Current mood: Weird

Monday, October 17, 2005

5:18PM - My boyfriend is a tard.

I'm going to go buy a tootsie roll.

Current mood: Dunno

Friday, October 7, 2005

12:22PM

I'm young. I need to enjoy my life at it's current state. Pretty soon I'll be too old to do anything but wait to die. Youth is no longer going to be wasted. Or I am going to try my best not to waste it anymore. Stupid fights when I could just enjoy his company...gah.

Current mood: Absolutly Perfect.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

1:39PM

Weird things are happening.

Current mood: awake

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

1:21PM - Happy Birthday to my guy

I'm listening to this song and looking at the video for it, and I realize how much I have with him. I am so completely in love with him.I watch these people almost come to tears while listening to these lyrics and I feel the same way about him. I am truly happy, and truly in tears.

Current mood: Perfect

Saturday, September 17, 2005

3:10PM

Every other Friday, Sarah gets paid for working. (That would be yesterday when I got paid.) Before I even leave work after cashing my check and working till 11:00am...I lose $100. To not even really have a damn dime for 2 weeks and then lose half your paycheck before the fucking pay day is even over is the full extent of my retardEDness. I cried for about an hour. I am stupid. As Brent said, "Even a child can hold onto their money." Does this mean I'm a baby? Probably through his eyes. I have no bracelets or anything on my wrists which is really akward because I had a bracelet from Martin on my wrist for 6...7 months? Everyone I work with is older than me, looks younger than me, and super retarded. They moved me to the sales floor and I "get" to use a walkie talkie. Brent bought a pillow for $80. What is that? I don't even own anything that's worth $80. It just amazes me. I've always been told to get the least expensive thing possible and he buys shamoo for $15-20. Mine costs $3.00...

"I smells sex and candy" Yeah, that's all. Mmm Bop anyone?

Current mood: stressed

Thursday, September 15, 2005

2:14PM - I'm about to get it on with some fat 90's jams.

Anna! I have a preeeesent for chu. I'll trade the USB cable for it..wiiiink

Beulah - Burned By The Sun...fun songCollapse )

Current mood: ?

1:51PM - And I love him...

( Mostly for Brent- Just because I write things in here, does not mean I always feel this way or that I'm even in that mood for the whole day. It's just a way to let a select few know kinda what's going on, rant or vent. Aaand just because something that happened or is happening is not written in here does not mean I am not thinking about it or that no one knows.)

Current mood: lonely

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

2:03PM - I thought all the good ones were gone

Well, a couple weeks ago, my car was broken and I had to walk to the library. So, I'm walking and it's really hot out and I'm stupid and wearing all black. I hear this noise behind me and turn to look. This man on a wheelchair is behind me and I pay no real attention until he says, "It's really hot out here. It would be nice to not have to not be walking out here at this time a day." or something. Then he sped past me! Anyways, I saw him today in the same place...but I was in my car. P.s. Grandpa's speedometer works. I'm really happy and content with Brent. That wasn't suppose to rhyme. Last night was really sweet.

Current mood: satisfied

Friday, September 9, 2005

11:51AM

And I have no gas for my car.

Current mood: busy

11:31AM

I need to do something. And I miss people. It's Friday and I work till 11:00pm. Then Saturday I work till 10:00pm...which ends up being 11:00pm because they make me do things I don't need to be doing. Then Sunday I work till 10:00pm again. Just about the only thing I asked was that I don't work really late on Friday and Saturday, because those are his nights where he doesn't have to go to sleep at 9:00pm. And I asked if I could work mornings because that's about the only time I see Brent seeing as how he sleeps to work early the next day. I don't know...it sucks(<---Blah blah). I need to go to school.

There's this one game online on yahoo.com...and it makes me really happy. It's really sad...lo..l.

Current mood: lovely

Thursday, September 8, 2005

12:03PM - My eye ball doesn't work

And it all continues to fall apart

Current mood: crushed

Wednesday, September 7, 2005

11:06AM

All is mighty hopeless.

Current mood: stressed

Tuesday, September 6, 2005

12:55PM

We went to the cabin with some of Brent's father's side of the family. I met them. Made some kind of impression and left. Lost. A 7 hour "hike" with a 3 and 5 year old. I saw my life flash before my eyes. Brent really pulled trough and help us. Things are weird.

Current mood: flirty

Friday, September 2, 2005

12:17PM

And I'm NOT excited.

Current mood: excited

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